Astral Travel Progress Journal

I have officially learnt to astral project. I can do it, provided I have the time, and right conditions to do so. The following is a log of how I started.

Dream Within a Dream- Astral Travelling out

I was in a room in a white silky nightgown, short. At the end of the bed a man that I can only make out as a black shadow was holding me at the end of the bed. I thought it was my partner who was sleeping beside me as I sensed it was a familiar energy. When I came out I decided to enter the dream of the person holding me, still thinking it was my partner. It turned out to be full of black smoke and was a dark energy that nearly made my heart stop like I was going to die. Then I left and knew I had to do something quick before something bad happened. I decided to go up to the stars but I floated back down. Suddenly the thing stood up and grabbed my legs, threw me down and tried to pin me on the bed. I screamed really loud, couldn’t wake myself up. I think he had teeth and he wanted to eat me. So I started yelling for my partners name. I woke up and he was sleeping there, we weren’t in the real life bedroom, but the same bedroom the thing attacked me. He wouldn’t wake up so I decided to tell him later on and try go back to sleep. Thats when I had a seizure in the bed, and next thing I remember was waking up at my exes place. There was an Alien spaceship parked in the front yard. My co-worker Matty came out of it very disoriented. Then I seen my exes dad enter it with a bong. My exes mom facetimed me on the phone, she was in Vancouver and got into a little bit of trouble with some guy….
Then I woke up back at the house that I believed was from my first dream. It looked like it was in Montreal and the house style was like the ones in Mexico. There was a murder, I seen two really strange old women with creepy makeup run by us in the vehicle entrance to the garage. I thought they were the murderers at first. But they were just as scared as me and were trying to get away. I heard something in the apartment room nearby. There was a man badly beat up, blood everywhere and I asked him who did it. It was some guy who kind of looked like buffalo bill and he was in the room across. i think I finally woke up after that, can’t remember what happened.
Note: Partner’s sister had a nightmare of someone dying in her arms in a parking lot, who also was seizing in her arms.

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Astral Projection- Another Dimension

Sunday, December 14th 2014

After going to bed early at 10pm I woke up at 5:30 and couldn’t go back to sleep. I decided to meditate, I use the hypnotherapy style, by relaxing my whole body and breathing until I no longer feel my body. Then I go to sleep.

I was in a dream and a white fluffy cat with orange tabby and grey tabby patches was following me around and I wanted to go to sleep so I lifted her up and brought her to my bed to cuddle and fall asleep. She suddenly went crazy and starting making meow-ing noises and circling the bed. I tried to calm her down but she refused. She ran towards the door which was open slightly still flipping out. My mom came out of the room and the cat started bouncing of the walls, at that point I realized it was a dream. I faced the wall and stuck my nose in then the rest of my body to enter another world so that I can astral project.

Instead I found myself in Vancouver but everything was different. Hastings looked more summery and pleasant. When I hit downtown almost everyone had plants around their places. Homes were really close together and there wasn’t as many high rises. Mostly old style buildings. Then I flew out and saw an orange skytrain, I decided to enter the skytrain. Suddenly an odd interference came in, a skinny man who resembled a hotel worker, offered me some wine. I said sure why not! Then I remembered reading in a shaman book that you are not suppose to drink or eat while travelling in the astral world. I said, “Shit, I wasn’t suppose to do that! was I?”. Nobody else on the skytrain could see me except for the weird dressed up hotel guy. But a older man dressed slightly like a homeless man turned his head without eye contact and told me, “Ya that’s bad you shouldn’t have done that”. I was like, “You can hear me?” . I flew off after that. I woke up not to long after, I was at the same place the cat was. This place isn’t my current place, its more towards hastings and burnaby. My friend from Montreal was visiting, my boyfriend was there and my mom and some other people. I told them about my astral projection, and my friend from Montreal said Oh I just seen a cat that looked exactly like that in your yard. I woke up from my dream not to long after that.

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Astral Travel Research 

Dec 20 2014

I did the same meditation I did sunday. I tried to float out of my body but only my legs were floating out, I struggled a lot to try get my upper body out but it wasn’t working at all. I saw a shadow in the shape of a man appear in front of my face. I told it to f#$@ off and it disappeared. Then I woke up and tried again. Then there was more shadows bouncing off the walls, and I was still stuck with just my legs floating out. A few more tried to wake me up and I was able to come out but my astral body was to heavy and it was just flopped over off the side of the bed. I laid there and a large black man was standing there with his back turned. I was hoping he wouldn’t notice me, because he seemed pretty creepy, but eventually he did and turned around and tried to touch me so I woke myself up. My goal of the astral projection was to make contact with my boyfriend. So finally I was able to come out fully where I was floating above my body. But for some reason the house seemed to be trying to push me out the window, I tried by hardest not to be pushed out. I grabbed a pillow that had the same patterns of my blanket and I told it to bring me towards the room where my boyfriend was. I floated over but I couldn’t see him pass the pillow. But I noticed behind him there was a square facing the window, that had a pentagram symbol inside of it with stars and other symbols floating around it. The sign was coloured in blue. The room didn’t appear as it did in real life but instead had a white carpet on the ground with this symbol inscribed on it. So I floated down to it, and touched it, and forget what happened afterwards.
Note: Later on I researched the sign and found that it was the pentacle of solomon. That is actually visualized as being a blue fire which I found interesting because in my dream the colour of the symbol was blue and had a square around it. I also did not know that my partner had a matching pillow case for his blanket, which I saw not to long after on the chair.

 

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Sleep Paralysis and the Dark Shadow/The Tunnel

Dec 21 2014

I felt all my limbs go stiff and I couldn’t move. I could only wiggle my toes a little. The shadows were starting to bounce of the walls, but finally I was able to move. Then I tried going to sleep again and the same thing happened. A bald dark shadow head appeared in front of me. I told it to leave me alone, I was really scared. Begging almost to leave me alone. I tried to wake myself up but couldn’t and was screaming for my partner to wake me up. I managed to wiggle my toes again and touch his feet with my big toe but he still didn’t wake me up. Then I remembered to not be afraid of it so I told it to fuck off in a stern serious voice and he disappeared into a mist.

In the morning I was wide awake. I decided to meditate out of boredom. The centre of my focus was starting to twirl and I seen a tunnel with teal flowy-like waves. The end of the tunnel was darkness. I asked myself to bring me to when I was 2 and I heard myself laughing as a child but it didn’t work. Then I thought maybe I can just leave my body.. so I tried but my partner moved beside me and I woke up.

 

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Partner Astral Projection

Sunday, Jan 4th 2015

It started with me playing the piano, I noticed every key I hit no matter what note, produced a certain song. I started to think, “This isn’t how a real piano works”. I realized I was dreaming and the actor who played my mom in the dream looked at me with the utmost fear in her eyes. I became just a ball of energy, like just my head was present. It stretched across the store and I screamed at her very oddly, It almost sounded like a falcon cry but more grizzly. We appeared in my partners apartment in his room, only it was set up with a long white table that stretched across. She was sitting on the chair. An orange lamp was lighting up the room. I felt my partners house start to push me out like it did in the last astral projection. I shifted my focus on the mom (actor mom), she was frightened and the first thing that popped out of my mouth was “I love you”. She still looked scared and I said it again. At some point I ran into my partner, he was in his editing room wearing a black hooded sweater and black pants, hunched over his computer. He turned around after I tapped him on the shoulder and he looked very frightened as well.

Before this astral projection my partner woke me up and said he had a bad dream, he told me a kid said we’re the spirits that are in the house, we are kids. He was wearing a black hoody and he couldn’t see his face. He woke up again and stared into my eyes and looked frightened, he said he was trying to find out if he was awake or still dreaming. I was very scared and I held his shoulders and asked if he was ok. I went back to sleep and thats when I had the above projection.

The next dream I was serving at a gala like event. I was under some stress because I wasn’t sure what I was suppose to do. I walked into the room and there was 3 rows of escalators, I went up them and the stairs went flat and were propelling me up so fast I thought I was going to fall on my face. Then I reached a dark place and I saw a little bit of bright blue sky. I reached into it and pulled myself through. I was in an airplane and I was scared to hop out into the city because we were going so fast but I did anyway. I was going down Powell st in Vancouver, there was shops all the way down, almost west Vancouver style shops. I was beginning to lose my focus so I started to look around at the shops and focus my attention on the surroundings before I woke up. It was growing increasingly hard, when I reached around clark st, the last store had a blue logo, called Veto. It was the last store I saw before I decided I wanted to see my partner, and try contact him again. I entered a black tunnel and got a little sketched out because I remembered reading to stay away from those in astral projections. I think now that I should just go through with it and not be scared. I woke myself up easily upon entering that tunnel.

The next morning at the break of dawn, I told my partner about the above astral projection. He said that the kid put a black hoody on him. I never knew this. He just didn’t mention that part earlier that night. He also said that when he looked at me strangely and didn’t know if he was still sleeping that it could have been when I was tapping him on the shoulder in the Astral Projection. Nothing is for sure, but the facts are strange nonetheless. My partner has told me before that he saw my face in shadows both in him room and in a plane. Which I am now realizing was what I hopped out of in my 2nd projecting.

I was projecting all night but cannot recall most of them just those 2 vividly. I remember I wanted to stop. Sometimes I feel like it is to much. I sometimes like to think of sleep like it’s a turning off point where I can rest. But really we never turn off. For me that thought is exhausting, and Astral Projecting was exhausting me out, and I wanted it to stop.

 

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Astral Projection, Getting Better

Thursday January 8th 2015

Today I tried to astral project from 10:30 until 12. I meditated up until 11:45, relaxing all the muscles, sometimes it is really difficult to do, I have to try different techniques and really switch it up. The one that worked today was visualizing my chakras spinning. I picture them as being shattered and I put the pieces together and this really helps me relax my soar muscles. I also picture bricks being lifted off of my back or any other location that feels tense and heavy. I also did the one where I lift my vibration up to a really nice high feeling. The only word I’ve seen used on the internet is a “Christ” like state. I also visualize upgrades being done. By the time I feel relaxed I do a little stretch and do it again. Then I turned to my side. Somehow I knew how late it was, so instead of letting it happen before I fall asleep, I just did it while I was awake with my eyes closed. This was good because it actually worked. I guess I was relaxed enough.

1st Astral Projection

Since I know from past experiences that the house always tries to push me out, so I grabbed two glasses from a shelf and floated across the house to his editing room. I through them on the ground to see if he would notice but he didn’t. I think he might have heard something at the most since he turned his head. He was focused on his computer, photoshopping the number 17 on it. This number he used last week to test my astral projection but I wasn’t able to. Then I looked to the left and there was the number. In this one though the number was purple outlined and yellow inside. I grabbed a brown plate on his table and I smashed it on the ground. He got a little scared and I think I woke up.

2nd Astral Projection

In the second one I realized I forgot to check my partner for anything weird, because the first time I did it, I ended up seeing a pentacle sign. So in this one he was running towards the bedroom skipping, looking a little crazy again. I looked around his feet which were hoping around the air, and I didn’t see anything. Nothing seemed to be out of the ordinary. He was just acting really weird. I think I woke up, not sure if it was because of outside noises or whatnot.

3rd Astral Projection

In this one I was blind, so I just whatever still feels cool, I think I ended up in the closet and just floated around in a swinging motion, kind of like my body was a hammock. It felt pretty cool.

These projections were not significant really at all. I got the number one. The world I was in was night time and really strange. The only thing is that my partner was reading about a blind person at the time and I was blind in my third one.